Guess what kids?

Today I spent most of the day in the sunshine with Ellie and it was really, really good and felt properly like summer. We sat outside and made daisy chains and took picatures together. I kept trying to take picatures of the bumble bees that were raping the bushes nearby but they moved too quick. And a spider kept trying to crawl up my leg and I got scared. I don't like spiders.

I'm so happy right now. Honestly, I just...I don't know, I can't really explain it. I just want to dance and sing...a lot. I just don't want to hurt her, which I'm worried I will do because I seem to do that a lot. It's kinda like I'm this big fireball of love and cuddles, but whenever I try I turn the other person to ashes and I hate watching it happen. I think I've been lying to myself about this for a long time, but I'm glad we've both said what we were thinking now. I feel like a new person and I kinda like it. I feel much more free.

Also, I am a pervert. And there is no running away from that fact. Just...my mind really likes to wander...