Countdowns.

It is 11 days until Knives comes out.
It is 37 days until I see Aiden live for the second time.
It is 41 days until I finish my GCSEs.
It is 527 days till I am 18 years old. On that day, I will be getting my first tattoo.

I've given up on looking backwards. But sometimes, I still feel it tapping my shoulder and tempting me.

(And, for the record, that's my 50th blog).