Sunday 10 May 2009

Fear.

Fear
-noun
A distressing emotion aroused by impending danger, evil, pain, etc., whether the threat is real or imagined; the feeling or condition of being afraid.

I had forgotten what it felt like to be afraid, and now I can't push it away.

I'm afraid of losing everything.
I'm afraid of being alone.
I'm afraid of the dark.
I'm afraid of not achieving.
And, most of all, I'm afraid that I am going to be the one who never finds anyone.

Good god, I'm depressing.

2 comments:

another thought provoking night. said...

You will definitely find someone in time, Roo, don't you worry about that. You've got beauty, you've got personality, you've got understanding; and most importantly, you've got uniqueness.

You can definitely cross that one off your list :)

Zombiekinzzz said...

Don't worry - Like I've always told Amy. There's tons of time before that special someone walks paths with their soul mate. You've got your childhood and teenage years to celebrate.

You're achieving things and I know this for sure because you wrote your own song and put music to it and that is something to be proud of.

You aint gonna lose me, you said so yourself. And not only me but im sure other people out there aren't gonna lose touch with someone like you thats earned a special place in each heart.

Life can be one of the biggest fears as well as death - but living it, is one of the greatest achievments of them all.

xo Ches.